Change...

There is so much going on in my life.. everything is changing so much... my friends are getting married, the friends my age are starting to leave on missions, i want to study abroad. Where does time go? literallY? how did i get to be where i am today ALREADY? seriously, my two best friends already got married. and one is getting married this friday. i couldnt be more happy for them, but it is weird... like i said, where does time go? and Ryan lee, you are headed to English, Greg Webb, you are going to Spain, and Sister T, you are going to texas, and Bradley Allen, you are getting ready to head out too... where is time goinG? literally.. you will all be back before i know it. and hopefully by then i wont be married either. it just seems like the thing to do these days. I am happy for you all.. really im super excited. just dont even know where TIME IS GOING??????????? i cant wait to write you and support you all. good luck and much love to the married ones too.. its just that others in my life are making these huge desicions and i am stuck.. going to school. Loving it... and playing. I still feel young, because i am young. whats with that? this growing up stuff is so confusing. Everything is changing from the time when mommy used to be there to help with everything. where did that time go?? im on my own!! left here.. to GROW UP!!!!